Wednesday, January 13, 2010

So long, self.

So up until today I've been feeling a little lost. Okay, that's an understatement. I've been feeling COMPLETELY lost. I felt like everything was falling apart. And yes, maybe I was overreacting. (Okay, I probably was. I'm known to do that.) But today, everything felt like it fell back into place. I feel so amazing, so alive!! I've been praying and praying for God to answer my prayers and to fix things in my life, but really, I think it just takes time. I think God just wanted me to realize that He has a plan for me and that I just need to be patient! I need to learn to trust in Him. He gave His life, His son, so that we could live! If He can give up His life, why shouldn't I trust Him with mine?

That's my goal for these next few months as school starts back up and I finish my freshman year as a college student. To trust in Him. He knows what He's doing, so there is NO reason I should doubt him or things in my life. It all happens for a reason! Time heals all wounds, I just need to learn to be patient!!